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Friday, 4 April 2014 @ 01:00 | 0 Comment [s]
So this is my first entry isn't it?! HA yeah! I made this account a year ago but i never had the time to post an entry because I've been busy with school life. And, you know when you're on Wattpad, you don't even realize the time flies. Sigh I really need to schedule my time for Wattpad, I'm seriously need a break. You can categorized me as "too obsessed" with Wattpad. Honestly! I don't know why but I'm the type of girl who doesn't go out and hang out with my friends. I'd rather stay at home with my headphones on, reading TONS of books in my room by myself. I just don't like socialize with people. For me, hanging out with people only gives you headache, and heartache, if you get what i mean. Haha. Not of all them, but oh well, I don't know how to say it. Just figure it out yourself alright? LOL. So I had my first examination last two weeks. It was extremely hard (for me) as I didn't study AT ALL. I got bad grades yeah dude I know and i realized that I'm definitely stupid for not studying. I studied a lot actually but it was last minute. I had a lot to catch up on so I probably just skipped the chapters. Sigh.. I wish i was smart enough to know that I'm stupid for my own good. I had this dream, a good and interesting dream actually. In that dream, I became a CEO at this giant company that I didn't remember it's name. I'm pretty smart in that dream. I was the only girl who became a CEO hahaha.I was smart I guess. Then i was really arrogant and proud with myself that my workers called "Queen Bee". Haha. When people say, "sunny days don't stay long" It really is. But it's completely different. I thought it's going to be sunny days everyday but little did I know, my own best friend was planning something bad to make my company down. Because of my stupidity, the company corrupted. So the moral of the dream is, the only disability in life is BAD ATTITUDE. Maybe it was because i dissed my workers. Made them did stupid jobs for me. So lass and gents, be humble and nice to everyone. You don't know what'll happen in future :) So this year is 2014. Which is also the year where I need to sit for this public exam, SPM. Every 17 y/o need to take this exam to further their studies. To pursue their dream. SPM is the key to their future where they're going to live a good life with a good career or live in poverty. I had planned everything for my life. How my house is going to look like, how I live in big city such as, London, and other things that I'm too embarrassed to talk about it heheh :)) But the problem is, I'm a lazy person. I tend to get very lazy to do anything like, eat and shower. I seriously need a motivation in my life. I cannot endure this laziness. I don't even know why either. I really need to wake up and be a good person if I want to live a good life. With me being like this, I know that I'm going nowhere in life. Not London, not Australia, not even my country. My friends will never look back. They'll leave me alone here. Sigh. It's really hard to be in my position, in my life where people will always ask about my grades. Piiiish. Oh my God! It's 15:58 already! I need to pack my clothes. Yeah I live in a hostel. Sucks but i had no choice. SO byebye lovelies. Talk to you sooooon! <3 P/S: WHO LIKES LITTLE MIX PUT YO HANDS UP HIGH FIVE BAE!!! |
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