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Hi there again. It's almost 2015 haha I can't believe this! Almost SPM already. I haven't update for months yeah? It's just that, i was so busy with school schedule and stuffs. It's really sucks because i barely have time to breathe right now. HAHA. *sigh* SO, now when I think of it, this year has been really great. So many cool stuffs happened. I met lots of people, getting to know them, and now i understand what friendship really means. I become aware that, some people might be there for you, through thick and thins, but at the end of the day, you're always on your own. You really can't trust people easily. You know, I've learnt that, in life, you have to be careful with who you share your secret with because some people may use it against you and you'll never ever realised it. I met two new amazing people that makes me wonder every time i see their faces. WHERE THEY HAVE BEEN ALL MY LIFE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? Haha. Cliche. So anyway, they are goods friend of mine like, they are really nice girls, pretty and smart. They both are really good with Maths. LIKE SERIOUSLY, there isn't a single question on this earth, that related to Maths can bring them down. They're super smart at it. Wow I really speak highly about them lolzz. Sometimes, no I mean, ALWAYS, I always think, are they ever going to forget me, when we separate our ways next year going to college, is this friendship is going to end too? I'm so scared when I think about it. I'm not a good person so sometimes I think why do they befriend me. I have nothing special. You know, when you are alone, you think so much about life. Everyday, I realised how lonely I am. I want to be with people. Hanging out, talking about life, love and basically everything. I want to share our interest and fight over silly things but I don't have that. I'm a person who seems really easy to approach but I'm not. I have lots of worries in life. And I don't know how to settle them. And, I don't really know where my future stands. Or am I in the right path or the wrong ones. The path I'm taking seems broken. I can't see where I'm going, it's blurry and cloudy. What should I do? How do I fix this? How do I fix myself??
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Alright, SPM is basically in two weeks so, I really need to get ready for it. I can do it right?? Wish me luck because my future lies on my SPM results. So everyone, have a good day and enjoy your life because at one time, you'll feel like you're crashing down and there is no escape but to move on and fake everything.
Love always,
Zara.
"you can't overcome your fears if you don't do anything about it"
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