♥♥♥Hello fellas. It's so nice of you to come here!♥♥♥

A little things about me.

Name: Zara
Known as: Zara, Z
Age: 16
Stat: Narnia
Country: Wonderland
Fav. Colours: Red, Soft blue, Soft green
Language: English, Assdfghjl language. Aha x
Hobby: Listening to musics, fangirling, SINGING IN THE SHOWER
Fav Quotes: Don't let people change who you are.
Contact Me: Official Twitter

Likes:

♥ Eating
♥ Fangirling
♥ One Direction
♥ Food
♥ Books
♥ Natures
♥ Harry Potter
♥ Bands and boybands
♥ Musics
♥ My bestfriends

Dislikes

✖ Anons, Haters, Copypasters
✖ Liars
✖ People
✖ Woke up in the morning
✖ Carrots
✖ School

Hi there again. It's almost 2015 haha I can't believe this! Almost SPM already. I haven't update for months yeah? It's just that, i was so busy with school schedule and stuffs. It's really sucks because i barely have time to breathe right now. HAHA. *sigh* SO, now when I think of it, this year has been really great. So many cool stuffs happened. I met lots of people, getting to know them, and now i understand what friendship really means. I become aware that, some people might be there for you, through thick and thins, but at the end of the day, you're always on your own. You really can't trust people easily. You know, I've learnt that, in life, you have to be careful with who you share your secret with because some people may use it against you and you'll never ever realised it. I met two new amazing people that makes me wonder every time i see their faces. WHERE THEY HAVE BEEN ALL MY LIFE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? Haha. Cliche. So anyway, they are goods friend of mine like, they are really nice girls, pretty and smart. They both are really good with Maths. LIKE SERIOUSLY, there isn't a single question on this earth, that related to Maths can bring them down. They're super smart at it. Wow I really speak highly about them lolzz. Sometimes, no I mean, ALWAYS, I always think, are they ever going to forget me, when we separate our ways next year going to college, is this friendship is going to end too? I'm so scared when I think about it. I'm not a good person so sometimes I think why do they befriend me. I have nothing special. You know, when you are alone, you think so much about life. Everyday, I realised how lonely I am. I want to be with people. Hanging out, talking about life, love and basically everything. I want to share our interest and fight over silly things but I don't have that. I'm a person who seems really easy to approach but I'm not. I have lots of worries in life. And I don't know how to settle them. And, I don't really know where my future stands. Or am I in the right path or the wrong ones. The path I'm taking seems broken. I can't see where I'm going, it's blurry and cloudy. What should I do? How do I fix this? How do I fix myself??

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Alright, SPM is basically in two weeks so, I really need to get ready for it. I can do it right?? Wish me luck because my future lies on my SPM results. So everyone, have a good day and enjoy your life because at one time, you'll feel like you're crashing down and there is no escape but to move on and fake everything. 



Love always,
Zara.



"you can't overcome your fears if you don't do anything about it"








Hii, hello gorgeous people! 

So this is my first entry isn't it?! HA yeah! I made this account a year ago but i never had the time to post an entry because I've been busy with school life. And, you know when you're on Wattpad, you don't even realize the time flies. Sigh I really need to schedule my time for Wattpad, I'm seriously need a break. You can categorized me as "too obsessed" with Wattpad. Honestly! I don't know why but I'm the type of girl who doesn't go out and hang out with my friends. I'd rather stay at home with my headphones on, reading TONS of books in my room by myself. I just don't like socialize with people. For me, hanging out with people only gives you headache, and heartache, if you get what i mean. Haha. Not of all them, but oh well, I don't know how to say it. Just figure it out yourself alright? LOL. So I had my first examination last two weeks. It was extremely hard (for me) as I didn't study AT ALL. I got bad grades yeah dude I know and i realized that I'm definitely stupid for not studying. I studied a lot actually but it was last minute. I had a lot to catch up on so I probably just skipped the chapters. Sigh.. I wish i was smart enough to know that I'm stupid for my own good. 

I had this dream, a good and interesting dream actually. In that dream, I became a CEO at this giant company that I didn't remember it's name. I'm pretty smart in that dream. I was the only girl who became a CEO hahaha.I was smart I guess. Then i was really arrogant and proud with myself that my workers called "Queen Bee". Haha. When people say, "sunny days don't stay long" It really is. But it's completely different. I thought it's going to be sunny days everyday but little did I know, my own best friend was planning something bad to make my company down. Because of my stupidity, the company corrupted. So the moral of the dream is, the only disability in life is BAD ATTITUDE. Maybe it was because i dissed my workers. Made them did stupid jobs for me. So lass and gents, be humble and nice to everyone. You don't know what'll happen in future :)

So this year is 2014. Which is also the year where I need to sit for this public exam, SPM. Every 17 y/o need to take this exam to further their studies. To pursue their dream. SPM is the key to their future where they're going to live a good life with a good career or live in poverty. I had planned everything for my life. How my house is going to look like, how I live in big city such as, London, and other things that I'm too embarrassed to talk about it heheh :)) But the problem is, I'm a lazy person. I tend to get very lazy to do anything like, eat and shower. I seriously need a motivation in my life. I cannot endure this laziness. I don't even know why either. I really need to wake up and be a good person if I want to live a good life. With me being like this, I know that I'm going nowhere in life. Not London, not Australia, not even my country. My friends will never look back. They'll leave me alone here. Sigh. It's really hard to be in my position, in my life where people will always ask about my grades. Piiiish. Oh my God! It's 15:58 already! I need to pack my clothes. Yeah I live in a hostel. Sucks but i had no choice. SO byebye lovelies. Talk to you sooooon! <3 


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